katha hoyechhilo tobu katha holo na...aj shobai eshechhe shudhu tumi ele na..

boro bhalo lage, asha-r ei gaan ta, pujor shomoy shokale club-er pandal-e bajto...bhishon nostalgic lage :)ekhono jokhon baje chhotbelakar ek muto sriti hurmur kore eshe pore mathay...

kal onekdin por amar school-er bondhuder sathe adda holo..hotat plan hotat dekha..besh lage! i mean after a hard week feels great to meet childhood buddies..and the best part is you can be YOURSELF! no inhibitions, no pretence just you..the "you" from school you miss, the "you" who had to feign different faces in different situations as the "you" is a grown-up now! chhotobelay shuntam boro hobar onek chaap, ei chaap ta amar shobcheye bisri lage..je some times you cant just be yourself...and atleast it has happened to me, i always pay the price for being 'myself'..anyway bhaat bokchi! jaihok khub moja korlam, chandrabindoor gaan, sentu...smirnoff what else do you need.i know i know i musn't drink at all, i wont seriously it was after a long time met my yaars! khushi ke mare pi li ! ;) but yes i know i have to be strict with myself, for my own sake and i guess with time i will be able to resist this temptation.and am sure it will be a test of my control power..which i really have to develope now ! :P hhhehehe! , no no , no jokes, i seriously will.

returned home and had the kind of night i love most..conversation.
woke up with slight dizziness but work keeps me fit.worked returned home and went for some more activities. well my "well-wisher" insists that i should 'relax' so replied that i am really relaxed and happy when i have a active day...its so fulfilling , a day well-spent always gives me immense satisfaction.

day well-spent holeo mon ta khoch khoch korche..
ashole jokhon tumi jano keu koste achhe, kintu tomar hath pa bandha kichhui kore tumi take shanti dite parcho na..kamon ekta helpless lage..mone hoy tahole ar nijke "bondhu" boli kom mukhe..but i guess sometimes you have to let silence speak for itself and just HOPE that very soon you will again see the Sun of Smile ..
HOPE is indeed what i have right now.